Friday, March 28, 2008

Something in between ...

I have always known in my heart that I am not supposed to be poor. And I spent many years waiting for the cash to rain down on me. It took a long time to see ... it's not just a matter of fate ... a suitcase full of cash is NOT going to fall from the sky & land in my yard ... and the lottery numbers are not going to be on the ticket I hold in my hand.

I'm sure I wouldn't want to win the lottery anyway. Those sudden multi-millionaires always end up losing everything else they had that was good in their lives ... kind of in exchange for the cash. A cruel joke.

I don't want that.

I HAVE spent over 2 years in the same pair of sneakers. The only footwear I owned.

Watching TV - MTV Cribs - closets full of shit they'll wear once.

UGH.

I don't want that life either -- the life of excess. Wasteful.

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